amourplease

My nails are chipping. Chip, chip, chipping away, Into nowhere. Soon, very soon, they will be nothing. And so will I. I am falling. Fall, fall, falling away. Crashing and burning. Dying in a fiery pit Of not good enough and not right. I am crying, And it doesn’t matter to anyone. Not even me, Because this is my fault. I should have taken better care Of my nails. I should have taken better care Of you. Of me. Of us. Of this. But I didn’t, And that is why I am alone. You can’t be bothered anymore, And I can’t be bothered To blame you. You are right. I am immature. I am not ready. I am worthless.